Undecided

So, every night for the past 2 weeks I have sat here, typing away only to reread what I am about to post and absolutly hate it. I think "this is the worst thing I have ever written-who would want to read it? who would care!" I think I came up with a solution. My mind jumps from thought to thought instantly and without notice. Mom says it happens to her all the time, great! This is how you will get to know me. In sentinces that make no sense and in no order of any kind. Just a mess, like my brain.

My name is Sara Jess Miller-was born a Riles. I am 28, graduated in 2001 from Apopka High, GO APK!!! sorry, had to add that. Mother of 2. Cheyenne Hope-10 and John Wyatt-4. My husband is Johnny Ray but will be known as jr.  I am a fan of the GA Bulldogs, but don't ask me about them. All I can tell you is we have a HOT coach and a player named AJ Green.
I believe in God. I will not push it on you, but I will stand up for my beliefs<---that doesn't look right.. Oh by the way, i am a horrible speller. Please do not comment with all the correction. thanks. Anyways, I believe in Honesty. Friendship. Kharma and Revenge. Not me getting revenge..... but what goes around will come back around. Trust me, I have seen it!
Most of all, I believe in Love. I know that out there somewhere is someone for everyone. I know Love can be hard and a real pain in the ass, but with out it what are we? Love is what brings families together. Love is what keeps friends over the years. Not money, not power and not great looks. ( I have none of those).

I grew up as a only child to a single mom. Well, off and on single. The story of my father is a whole different story for a different day. trust me, when I get the courage to touch on him it will be a good one. Won't want to miss it.  We moved alot. We had no money. But mom refused to me to go without. Without her, I would be lost. My mom is like my living rock. That sounds weird but it is right in my mind.

I have trust issues. Especially with men. I batteled with depression but decided that meds were not the answer. I and I alone need to make every day a good one and worth living for. I think an education is something that you can not put a price on. My mom got her GED in her 30's and was the best thing she ever did for us. I would love to go to college but i don't have the time or money. that stinks.

I love to laugh. I love movies and i quote them all the time. We will play movie trivia from time to time. It will be fun, oh yes, it will be fun. I love love love music. I enjoy singing alot. I sang as a child at church, I sang in school groups in Elementary school, Middle school, and High school. Jr listens to country music. Period. However, I find delight in so much more. I really like Classis Rock. Thanks mom. Oldies are fun. I also like Country, Hip Hop, Rap, Big Band, and some Classis Music is nice from time to time. I have a love for Eminem.He's hot! Back to the laughing thing. I have a really bad habbit of laughing when people get hurt. Not like shot and killed. But if someone trips and falls, my ass is rolling on the ground laughing until I can't breathe. I don't mean to laugh, but I can't help it.

Ok, my fingers are getting sore. So now you know some little about other ( silent) girl in this blog.  I'll be back. Don't worry.